Happy-Sad…

I miss my parents .I miss the long discussions on random things , fights over the seemingly important but not so important things ,being pampered and loved , the walks ,the fights over books ,newspapers everything…The last couple of months have been an emotional rollercoaster for me .What with being torn between my parents and N .It was not that I had to make a choice between them ,but I ddn’t know how to bring them together . And I think the worst was that both my parents and N felt that my loyalties were not with them . But now that things are pretty much sorted ,I have a happy-sad feeling .I still want to be dad’s little girl and my mom’s doll .I still want to be fussed over when I am unwell ,my hand held on crossing the road ,given a hundred thousand instructions on being home alone ,yelled at for endlessly being on the phone ..
I remember when we had the Puja for the old house I was besides myself with excitement . And now I have missed the Puja for the new house ,won’t be able to do up my room with Funny posters and B’day Cards and random gifts.Growing up was definitely a wonderful time …

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