It is Ganpati Time here in Mumbai .The Maxim city is so taken in by the festive fervor of Ganpati It is a time of festivities ,of togetherness & bonding ,of sweets & goodies ,of family time .
My trip home had to be cancelled .I do not know when I will be able to go now .In a week it will be Onam . You know its difficult to explain this sense of gloom that has lately possessed me .There is not one carefree ,careless moment. I feel asphyxiated with this pastiche of incongruous things .Every moment is like a moment waiting to be ticked off the To-Do List . Don’t think I have been ever as stressed as I am now .I hate my job .Brings me no happiness ,no sense of fulfillment & no peace .But Yes the paycheck at the end of every month can’t be done away with either .
I guess this is just a passing phase brought on by overwhelming homesickness. I wish I could just go home ..